Thread:RRabbit42/@comment-4080147-20140202204244/@comment-961279-20140204072639

I had updated the process so that it would be easier for pretty much anyone to do the updates. That way, the wiki wouldn't be dependent upon me to make the monthly changes. But that was not done so that I could leave it completely in somebody else's hands. That's what happened, though.

I think I figured out today why I've been so down lately. There's changes going on with my job that I'm not happy about. They sound great and probably will be, and they're necessary because the industry I'm in is undergoing some big changes. But I'm expecting ulterior motives to be revealed by some of the people who are involved with those changes in our part of the company. Along the lines of "thanks for helping us meet this goal, now we don't need you any more, so there's the door". I didn't used to be this way, but after a couple of years of always just getting close to catching up with work only to be buried again, it's wearing me and most of the other people out.

Now, having identified why I feel depressed, maybe I can do something about it.